Life is getting tougher. i thght it was going to end on that very day when things were settled. when its been decided that issues will be forgotten. when i saw rays of affection came through.
little did i knw,it was just for a moment. just like the sun. it wont be too long before it sets. mistakes were done. someone's heart is shattered. trust has vanished completely. revengeful eyes appear. Love has Gone. Far Far away. i have the feeling that the worst storm i am afraid of might come anytime this year.
i miss baby.really much. we didnt really spent alot of time this week. his time is so occupied now and sometimes,there's no room for me. 11 monthsary is coming. i dun think so he is free to go out and probably watch movies,eat together.
Hola dearies.
shai / shy is my name.170891 is my berfday.sweetest 18 this year.been through alot in this life.
yet,
i always believe in expecting the unexpected and do what eu want others to do to eu(:
040709 is my lovestory.romanticly moving to ONE year soon.
im deeply,dangerously,crazily in love withthis thief,who stole my heart:
mohamad rashid jalaluddin.
i believe in our lovestory,and let us have a happy ending,
fighting all bad witches together,and kiss me when i eat e poison-ed apple,
cos eur my medicine.
We might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching. We might take it home, we might make out when nobody's there.
It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate.