well,its been a negative week for me.
sometimes i feel that no one really understand me.
sometimes i am willing to do anything for anyone,
but they wun really do anythng for me in the end.
i used to believe
DO WHAT EU WANT OTHERS TO DO TO YOU.
but i dont know if that sentence is really true.
basically,
i was down since on mon night.
something happened and i remembered all the
heart-pain days i went thru.and it still hav not change yet.
the next day,had to go west campuses for proj.
tried my best to enjoy the day.trying hard to forget
all my worries.but it ended worser.
thats the day where i really felt
sad.damn sad.
sometimes i feel like
i jus wanna get away from everything.
but i cant.
i have to face it.
i still have to put up a strong front,
jus so they wun know how im feeling inside.
i have to smile,so that they think im okay.
i have to say Im Okay,so that they wun know
im actually not.
im afraid to confide in people abt matters i
might be sad with.
too afraid. i guess the best way might be
keeping it to myself and confide w the person
within me.thats the best solution i have
for now.
Sometimes
all a person needs
is a hand to hold
and
a heart
to understand.
