i remembered telling quite a few ppl
that
UNEXPECTED THINGS ALWAYS HAPPENS.SO NVR EXPECT ANYTHING.
well,i have proven it right again,but this time,in a negative way.its a negative issue.and im feelink fcuking down,shattered,hurt-ed,disappointed,all feelings that can describe my agony and pain,
tat is wat im feeling now.
trust are betrayed.i nvr trust that person again.i can nvr love that person,the way i used to love that person.evrything has changed nw.its different and ill be expecting more bad probs im really emotionally unstable rite now.one min,ill be happy,anthr min,ill be crying.luckily,i have my babylove and frens tat are no doubt,who always are there for me.babylove has been very understanding and helpful,being there each time im feeling down,and wen i needed someone badly,eventhght i might ask him last min.
baby,i wanna say im very blessed and grateful to have eu.i realy am.but im loving eu too much,that im scared of losing eu.im scared that smthng bad will happen to our relationship.im scared.terribly scared.however baby,
jus bear in mind,there is no hands i would want to hold,other than eurs,no eyes i would wanna gaze other than eurs,no lips i would wanna kiss othr than eurs,no body i would wanna hug,other than eurs, and no heart i would wanna keep,other than eurs.
baby,i love you.
