hey there dearies.
hv a lot of things to update.
firstly,
i was e photographer fer the boys
ashaway/pilot pen football competition(idunrely know e actual name of e event)hehe!
anw,its was really great to watch them and othr team played.
cool.
our clementi team 2 didnt make it to final,
but they played very well.Hafiz's score fer
e free kick is really nice!
hehe
alistair too scored.cute!

baby played well too and like always,
he runs LIKE E WIND.
Aft dat,baby n i went to watch 2012.
i thght it was gg to be anthr typical
END OF THE WORLD movie,but it is not(:
its a movie filled w humanity and a rollercoaster ride.
i rate it 3.0-3.5 stars(:
next,i watched mirah's oyster boy performance w
leila dear.
mirah's nabilah's atiqah's acting is really superb.
nabilah shouted at me during her performance,
i felt shocked and wanted to cry.haha.
not to e extend of crying lah.
but she damn fierce.
anw,the bad thing bout that day is
I LOST MY 10 DLLRS!HUHUHUH T_T!
wat a moment to end my nite.




I hv to learn how to do minutes of meeting,which i alredy
have.its quite ok lah.
and im getting so tired that i tink it affects
myself,im getting more lethargic,my mood went haywired,
and its been a week,and my cough has not end,and my fever
keep coming n going.
i hv to be a strong girl.yes,i should.
ill try my best.
and my head felt heavy wen i want to go sch tdy.
hvng headache,keep coughing.and my body feel tired too.
totally no mood fer sch,
thght ill be fine,which turned out to be worse than i ever thght.
one moment im happy.anthr moment im sad.

im sorry baby bcos of my irritating and unpredictable attitude tdy.really am.i knw how eur feeling,but eu jus
dun wan to tell me.i knw.
and im srry fer that.
and pls listen to my advice baby.its fer eur own good.
and if eu realise,that is like i think,the first time
i am open to eu wen im not happy w something.
bcos eu told me to tell eu anything i feel and dun hide frm eu.
and i tink it wasnt that bad but wasnt that good either.
im afraid to be open again nw.
thats e reason why sometimes i dunwan to tell certain things.
but then,eu shud also tell me wat eu dunlike.
like eu said,its nt my life or eur life,
its our life.
and i knw like wat eu said,
i might cry over small things,
but tats jus who i am.
im sensitive twrds my dear ones.
jus like how i am w my bro,
my dad,
my mum,my sis,
and eu,my love.and i hope eu understand me and my heart.
im trying my best to be more open with eu,
and im sorry if e way im doing it,irritates eu sumhow.
idk how eu feel,so tell me n be honest baby.
iloveyou baby,
fer who eu are,
wat eu are,
evrything bout eu,
be it good or bad,
i still love eu<3

tats all then lovelies.
keep posted.ily!

i cant sleep.myb i had a long sleep
jus nw.
i dunno.my cough is so bad that i cant get a good nite sleep.
firstly,
i wud like to say that i missyou
siti nur hidayah,
leila alkaff,
jawaher bee,
norain mansor.

im sorry if im nt ther wen eu need me.
really am.
im really busy nw,and will be busier in e future.
i hope eu understand.i knw sumtimes,im jus being the worst fren,
nt knwing wats happening in eur life,and fer tat ,im srry again.
please bear in mind that,
eu darlinks hv NEVER BEEN FORGOTTEN.
serious shit.
and i hope eu guy stand strong ,wen facing
challenges in eur life.i wan eu to be strong.i believe in eu darlinks.
and leila,

i told eu once,and i will tell eu again.
EUR ONE STRONG LADY.PLEASE BE STRONG.WEAR EUR MIGHTY HEART
AND FACE CHALLENGES AHEAD W HEAD HELD HIGH.
dun cry n shw me eur weak.im damn worried.
to hidayah,

msn-ed w eu jus nw.
hehe.eur cute lah!
so,jus go with e flow.shw eur million dollar smile!
its damn gorgeous.hehe.dun tink negative too much.live life to e fullest
and remember,
ppl will love eu fer who eu are,
and nvr expect anyting because
UNEXPECTED THINGS WILL HAPPEN.
(:
to babylove,

im sorry in advance if i TERneglect eu in e future wen im busy(which i will makesure i wun,cos i jus cant stop think about eu evry min)
i missyou lah sey.didnt go sch tdy.
im SO SORRY I DIDNT TAKE MY MEDICINE
THIS MORNING.but i took it jus nw alrdy(:
hehe.good girl eh shai!of course!
so,i hope eur nt late fer sch tmrw.i really hope.
i guess eur in deep sleep,since eu went offline early tonite,
or myb eu went to meet eur frens.
im nt sure myself.
either way,evry nite i hope eur safe anywher eu are.
i dun wan anything bad to happen to eu.
really loveyou baby(:

thats all darlinks.ill try to sleep again,
since i've let out wats keep bothering me.
i loveyou.takecare(:

HELLO PPL!
its been an exciting weekends!
wokay~
on fri,very sentimental moment w the seniors
its e day im officially the
GENERAL SECRETARY
for SC.
so,wen e former one handed me the batch on stage,we cried
HUHUH T_T
very sad moment.
so here comes my BIG RESPONSIBILITY.
mus do my best.and i will be officially busy frm nw on.
so harap2 faham kwnkwn ku(:
SAT:
BIG DAY!
haha.ate pies ,chocolate cake,choc chip ice blended
at Starbucks,orchard.
aft tat we went to shopping!
haha.
bought dress,while my SISs bought shoes n ncklace.
aft tat,we ate at Swensens.
ate american cheeseburger pizza,and seafood pizza.
nutty mighty ice cream,chewy choco ice cream.i ate
smoked salmon baked rice,while e rest chose diff baked rice,fish n chips,
pasta.
wah!full like hell sia our tummy.
then SUNDAY:ORCHARD
my siblings n i got ourselves a new handphone
i of cos lah,SETIA PADE SONY ERICSSON
haha!
my sis bounght sony,the othr bought LG ICE CREAM hp.
my bro BOUGHT PS3!!GILER OR Wt.
haha.
then we ate KFC n popcorns!
ahaha!
ILOVEYOU DAD.
P.S:im still waiting fer my othr 2 gifts frm my dad.
heeh!
iloveyou!
alrite then,
gtg!its late!
goodnite ppl!

to babylove,
eu've been a great bf.
hehe!
iloveyou.
and pls pls dun be late fer school
AGAIN!
else,i will do wat i said! muahahah!
and thanks fer spending eur time w me,
sending me home frm west to east.
sumtimes i feel guilty if i see eu sleeping
cos eur tired.
sorry ok baby!
but i love to look at eu sleeping.
and e electric shock i will get.
haha!
so cute!
and nw i miss eu alredy ):
hehe.
iloveyoubabylove.
xoxoxoxoxo!

heyo ladies n gentlemen
so,been very busy this week,
and will still cntinue,infact,
its only e beginning fer my hectic schedule
in the future.
well,life's being a bitch AGAIN
nw.
problems,one after another.
yeah,wats life w/o problems.
but to face many of them in a short period,
i feel that i wan to pull the trigger to my head.
and wen im facing these,
it'll be nice if ppl dun put on pressure to me.
and now,i jus receive bad news.
i really feel i wan to break down now.
gosh!
but i wunt.cos im trying to be a strong person
who can face problems w a mighty heart,
w or w/o anyone's help.
and yes,im doink it rite now.
i guess i wan to keep certain things to myself.
nt tat i dun wan to share bt,
im trying to ferget them ,
wenever im w my dears in HC,or w babylove,
cos they can make me happy wen ever im w them n makes
me ferget the probs i faced.
ok,enough of whining.
went to shisha on sunday.
sumhw very e last min.
REALLY Enjoyed that day!
seriously made me ferget my probs.
i've accomplished my wants .
now left one more thing:
CLUBBING!
haha.
will go one day.
and i told baby,i wun allow him to go
clubbing,unless im w him.
hehe!
if eu guys are thinking
IM A GOOD GIRL GONE BAD,
NOPE!IM NOT!
these are jus sum thing in life i wan to experience
wen im 18.jus fer e sake of experience.

watched mirah performed yesterday at BESTARI AWARD.
she is AWESOME.HEHE!
good job !
gonna be usherer for THURS'S CAREERFAIR.
then FRIDAY= BIG DAY =
STUDENT COUNCILL INVESTITURE DAY=
OFFICIALLY GENERAL SECRETARY=
A START OF SUMTHING NEW.
WISH ME LUCK GUYS.

hey babylove,
thanks fer being ther and tolerating my
favourite word "TAKDER PAPE.TAKDER PAPE"
thanks fer being so caring.
thanks fer evrything.
i really love eu.
sorry if sumtimes,
i do get on eur nerves,
makes eu wanna giveup ,
wen i irritate eu evrytime eu write,
which ends up being untidy.
sorry if sumtimes eu wish i wun
iritate eu jus e way i irritate eu evryday.
im writing all this cos i dunno if
eu do get irritated w me.
so if eu do,im sorry.then i wun do it .
p.s:I do enjoy doing those stuff to eu(:
iloveyou mohd rashid jalaluddin!

heylo ppl!
so a recap of yesterdy.
so,yestrdy was babylove's big match against
NYP!
i didnt ask leila along,scared she is not
in e right mood n dun wan to trouble her.
so,i planned to make a surprise
fer him.
tried to ask most of my classmates to come to
support,bt only handful was able to
attend,cos of time:its late.
bt its ok.
so i acted out w baby,saying i cant
come fer his match cos of sc.
(padehal padehal)
baby told me he disappointed abit jer wen i told him
im nt coming.i even acted out by showing my
sad face.imran n shawal also add to it!
haha!
I made A BANNER FER HIM.mirah nisa helped me.
wen we reached ther,baby saw us!haha!
FAST FORWARD!
I was the ONLY ONE who stood up and hold e banner.
mirah n nisa malu cos alot of guys ther!
haha.actly me too.bt i heck care!
ite got 2nd place.
its ok(:
its was a tough match!
baby fought w e captain of opponent team.
bt baby didnt do it first.
the funny thing is,
i supported him wen he fought!
haha.I SAID : EUR E BEST RASHID!
lol!
we enjoyed the game.THANKS SHIFA,MIRAH,NISA,SHAWAL N IMRAN
fer cmng down.
congrats ite!fer gg this far.eu guys a great indeed!
congrats baby!dun be disappointed.
its e first polite and eur alredy the 1st runnerup
!its a great accomplishment.
iloveyou(:
bubye darlinks!

hey people.
its been a long time since a post.
mirah mengamok!haha!
ok,
mon:
when to watch baby's floorball match with leila at RP.
he won and he scored(:
hehe!good!
against SP: 5-2
tues/weds:
nothing much.
ohh,first time i cried infront of baby.
cos of some misunderstanding.
but im glad the prob we had bcos of someone
is settled.(:
thurs:
BIG DAY!
MY PRESIDENTIAL INTERVIEW FOR STUDENT COUNCIL
RESULT:
IM THE NEW GENERAL SECRETARY FER 19TH BATCH OF
CLEMENTI SC.\
congrats eh(:
FRI:
went to baby's floorball match
draw w TP.
TOUGH fight,!bastard TP Players!
go whack my baby!
@#$#@%#@!!
Sat:
went to ain's sis's engagement ceremony.
very beautiful,and at last gt to meet ainlove(:
Sun:
went to do LFS Proj
w mirahlove(: n nisalove(:
had G-R-E-A-T FUN!
tired too!
then nw i realised i hv blog presentation tmrw.
n i hvnt done a thing!
damn!

to babylove,
ALL THE BEST FER TMRW FINAL MATCH!
GIVE EUR BEST ,GIVE IT ALL OUT COS
ITS THE FINAL.
DUN WASTE IT!
FOCUS AND GIVE EUR BEST,
IM SURE EU CAN DO IT(:
must score fer me.
haha!
if eu can ok((:
do it fer eur passion okay baby(:
cos i jus believe that eu can do it
as great it was during eur previous final match.
i love you always baby(: